Ouch ... that hurt !!

My friend 1 (female):
I met Mayank in the cafe a few days back. He has become hyperkinetic. Has learnt in IIT to talk, non-stop and loud. Everyone was staring at us due to his talking.

My Friend 2 (male):
Well, I know that .. I try not to talk to him much .. he talks like a psycho .. So better be away from him.

This is what i read today in the scrap book of my friend 1 when she sent me a friend request. No, I do not spend time reading others' scraps, but she had that scrap displayed on the first page. Yes, I might have been loud that day but that was partly because I was on a run and was least expecting or wanting to meet anyone, not her at all. I did not even notice her (what !!!) and would have rushed out after checking mail had she not said 'hi' to me.

Friend 2 was once a very very good friend of mine. Somehow our ways parted (as always happens with me) and distances increased. I genuinely tried to forget everything and start again but failed. I messaged him on Google Talk, tried to light a new spark when we met in Antaragni, scrapped him a lot, tried to call him, continuosly asked about him from other friends so that they tell him I was asking, but got no response. I had plans to go to his house and surprise him after the internship but am taken aback by this comment.

I expected this sort of behaviour from some of my other friends who could say this out of frustation of not making to a good college, but this guy is in BHU. May be I am not as cool as he wants his friends to be, but that cannot be a reason for not even talking for the sake of a past friendship. And I certainly did not deserve this comment. He is trying to avoid me coz he thinks I am a psycho !!

What next? It will make me suspicious of all those friends who do not reply to my messages or do not call me back, and I really don't want that. I want friends, can't expect to live without them. Still, I will never want to face friend 2 again. Coz if and when that happens he will see what this psycho can do !!